HAPPY NEW YEAR !

; happy new year guys ! it's 2012. and this year i became one of an spm victim. seram. -_____-

pa2 larh. hope this year would be better.

and susanya hdup tda d kac maaf. np larh aku nda p mta maaf dlu ? dgil ! nda sgka aku bg2 tegar and nekad. zz. and kw , kw pun 1. nda prnh kw mta maaf sma aku. tp aku ttp gak c maaf kw. heran. -.-

a new book has been opened. my 2012 book.

ow yarh , c haha and gary ada restoran d korea ! haha. t law kmi p sna , i'll be sure to go there. ;p

kay larh. out. kbye. :) happy new year again. :)

abandoned , appear

when i erase someone , i dont just erase them from my life. i completely DELETE them.

kmarn ada bday d rmh kwn mumy ku. ada sturank ney. muka mcm cna. putih , cute. haha. truz maw balik larh suda kn. bsalam larh kn. aku slm larh dya , dya slm aku. lol. dya ckp "bye" wee ~ bhagia sa ! x brni sa pndg dya d mta. haha. mmg cute brabz larh. mcm sa jtuh cyntha ma dya d sna. che , wkwk. xbha. skjap sak prasaan tuw. hehe.

nangs ! haha

; heyhey. abz suda aku tgk 49days. ui , sdih sgt. :(( nangs brabz aku. in the end , c jihyun mti. c yisoo dpt spend 1 ari jak ma c yi kyung tp tpksa tgglkn gak. :(( n rupanya c yi kyung tuw kkaq kndung c jihyun lol. huhu

aku sdih bpisah sma 49days. haha. maw tgk lg ! best worh. ><'

then td tgk ombak rndu. plik. urank blg bkin nangs. aku tgk nda nangs pun. -.- knp karh ? LOL.

tp sdih jgk larh. hukhuk ~

em , maw tgk scent of woman sma flower boy ramyun shop laek. alamak , hw ku lum ceap ! wahaha. pa2 sak larh. haha. t aku bwt. bla nti tuw ? nti2 ~ hahaha. XD

nangs ><'

; brabznya aku nangs smlm. eh , slah. td pg. haha. time sbuh. eh , jgn slh phm ar. sa tgk 49days. that's why i cried so much. t'utma part fav couple sa. Song Yi Soo and Song Yi Kyung. sdih worhh.

cta dornk , dornk ney 2 2 orphan. dri kcl knl. truz jd lovers. tp x lma , nth ppuan mna p bgmbr ma c yi soo. htar gmbr ma c yi kyung smpi slh phm. jd dornk gduh. c yi soo nda prnh taw psl tuw. time tuw dya bcat brabz larh. jd bgduh2 , dya p trip. dya tea settle tuw mslh. dya p krja. krja brabz. maw cri duit. kmu taw sggup dya work hard tuk dpt duit for c yi kyung sja. swt kn ! ><' oke2. smbg. then dpt duit tuw , dya bli cncin. kna crave S love K. otw dya nek moto , dya tgk2 tuw cncin. cket laek tjtuh ney tuw cncin. dpt dya kac slmt. tba2 ada lori. nah , d c2 larh part plg sdih ! mti dya. :((

so , dya jd scheduler for 5 years sbb e2 larh. ada problems unfinished. dya x ingt pun e2 gf nya. skali dya ingt , uii sdih ! nangs brabz aku smlm. hoho. sa ada tgk fanmade mv. nti dornk jmpa balik , dya kac srung cncin. spend some times together tp nda lma. akhrnya dya tpksa tgglkn c yi kyung. wey nah , feeling aku tgk smlm. haha. sdih bhaaaaaaaa. ><'

pastuw aku tdr jm 5 td pg ! haha. truz bgun jm 8. XD bgkak ney mta. nangs + tdr lwat. XDD
oke , smbg tgk. pas ney tgk scent of woman lg. hehe ^^

happy birthday Kim Kibum [ex member of UKISS]

; happy birtday kibum oppa ! i miz u a lot ><' it's already 12am in Korea. 1jm cpt kn dsna. hehe.

just wanna say that. hoho.

n btw , ari ney intrnet ku sgt2 bwt hal ! gylaa. 1 ari sa tggu tuw vid loading x pndi2 loading. adee , bkin pns adala. lol. cm sa maw maki jak. eish , ari ney sa tdr jak krja. ==''

ada sturank ney sa npk d fb. kwn kpd kwn sa. cute worh. jtuh cyntha sa. haha. adee , ornk plg hnsem sa prnh jmpa. hkhk. sot. ><'

whatever. it's just a crush. comes and go whenever it wants ^^

daa. nyte. smbg tgk 49days. hehe.

49days

; ui2 , hnsemnya c scheduler ! haha. alamak , dtg suda gyla drama korea balik ney. haha. tdr lwat maw tgk 49days sja. hkhk. best worh. adee , hnsemnya c Jung Il Woo. sy jtuh cyntha ma karakter dya. swt ! tharu sa td ~ smpi nangs tgk tuw drama. lol. besala bha law feeling suda btl. haha.

lma suda bha tuw drama. tp thn ney gak larh. cuma sa lmbt tgk. and sa kn d hostel. mmg d rumah truz gyla maw tgk. tp d hostel , hlg suma tuw. gara2

st-ress ! *kang gary style haha

jd , balik rmh nda brp xcted. tbwa2 lg yg d asrma tuw. sma gak law d rmh. tbwa2 p skul. kn2 ? btl kn ? hehe. jd skrg , sblm cuti skul ku abz , kac abz tuw drama. oh yeahh ~ XD

he is so swt ! <3 Jung Il Woo :))

Family Day at Dataran Bengkoka Pitas

; woohoo ! yesterday ada family day sna dataran bengkoka pitas. dgn church sda d masolog. hehe. best ! tp hujan lbat brabz ney. tgk ney pic.

truk kn hujannya. haha. truz lum lg bwt pa2 ney. suda kna hujan brabz bha. suma blndung. haha. pastuw. reda cket hujan ada games. tiup belon smpi mletup and sepa plg bsar. untuk knak2 larh. aish , mnang ney durank owen sma c leo. at least ada numb. skali sa ma adq sa men lmpar belon berair , aduy bha. klah jho. haha. ala ,adults kn. lwan durank. ><'

pastuw , isi air dlm btol guna span. klah laek. plg cket laek tuw. bkin malu ! haha sot.
then mkn ~ wee. sdap2 mknannya. aym bbq , fishcake , ikan bkar , sayur labu , fishball , and byk laek ! hoho

pastuw , ada bbrpa games laek pas mkn. exchange gift and pnympaian hdiah. then balik. apa pun , yesterday TERBAEK ! haha.


btw , hw lum ceap. apa sy maw bwt ? lalala ~ haha. awl laek t balik twau. jelek ! buruk ! sa x sukaaa. -___-

whatever larh. enjoy life ~ miahahaha *evil laugh XD

and another one , kw bkin pns ! haha. gylaa. kbye ^^

KOREA

; akhirnya , 1 of my wish  is coming true ! going to KOREA ! haha. tp thn dpn time pas spm. durank tggu aku abz spm luk blg. hehe. bestnyaaaaaaaaaa ! x sabar. haha. pas spm truz enjoy. wee ~

adee , excited brabz ney. yg lucu plak durank ckp p jmpa running man sna. haha. cari jong kook. wkwk. cari my FICTION :))

adee , im so in <3 with my FICTION ~

 merancang suda dornk prents sa td. hehe. aaaa ~ sa excited. oke , bwt luk bgz2 spm then pkir psl KOREA. hehe.

KOREA here i come , DEC 2012. :))

BACKSTABBERS

; huh , slma ney aku pun respect kw bha. pa bha ney. as min soo said

in this world , i HATE backstabbers the most

aku wish kw gudluck sja. whatever !

others just dont realize that some people are just pretending to be nice to them 

oke. tukar topik psl tuw. bkin skt ati sja. -.-

tomorrow is christmas ! yay ! hee.

esok plak balik kmpg truz smbt christmas sna. hehe. then lusa ada hari kluarga church smbt d pitas. XD

cant wait !

these things

; em , kmarin pmr result kluar larh kn ? truz adq sa x bole p skul coz dady sa jln p kay2. -___- jd guna sms jak. haha. smpi ptg mnggu , x kna reply. tba2 kwn dya kol. ckp dya dpt 7A. punyalaa men. lompat2 jho dya. haha. bgegar jho rumah. wkwk. sot. nyway , congratz. XD

dady sa blg bole bwa tuw gtar p asrma. haha. nicee. mtila sa kna antm tuw gtar nti. wkwk.

dady blg , jln p kay2 kunun nti 31hb. yakaa ? yalaa bhaa. maw p kay2. hkhk.

emm , christmas is approaching. what is ur christmas wish ? :)

truz , kmarn mumy blg "klaw kta ada duit thn ney , kta p korea nti. ala , tp thn dpn c ... (sy) spm tuw"

ndapaa , jln sja ! biar. asl aku dpt p korea. haha. excited ney ! ^^

lupa ckp plak. morning ~ haha. kbye :)

fiction :)

; em , esok result PMR kluar. adq ku mcm lek sja tuw. LOL. eis , xlma abz cuti. -___- xbest !

hw pun lum laek ceap. ornk len ceap suda. aku ? relek nya aku ney. haha. sot.

xlma christmas. yay ! hee :))

though i feel jealous seeing happy couples , i try not to. coz the feeling sucks u know. -.-

and 1 more thing. dont like FICTION too much. will hurt u. coz it's only FICTION. although , i like FICTION so much ><'

kmu taw sepa tuw ? law kmu ada bca posts sa sblm2 ney , msti kmu taw. wee ~

alaa , maw taw gak ? haha. the COMMANDER ;p

suda2. cari cndiri law nda taw sepa tuw. wkwk.

that's all. kbye ~

not good feelings !

; ui , np aku dpt mood swing ney ? x bgz ney. tba2 rusak mud ku. gara2 KW tmbh dgn KW lg. xial larh. budu. cm maw triak jak. KW punya psl ! yg nda2 pun kw ^&*% kn ? sgja karh tuw ? sudala kw bkin pns kn ? SANGAT. sbr sak aku !

i will miss running man when im at sch nti. -.-

sbnrnya sa mls suda  ney. tda tjuann. -_______________- tiap ari bwt pkra sma. tda kmajuan lgsg. LOL. bosnnnnn !

i get mood swing easily now. i get pissed off easily too. jd jan kac rusak mud sa. ==''

waaaa , BACAT. kw dan kw adala antra ornk yg plg mmbcatkn !

xial eh.

running man lg !

; haha. cbuk running man jak taw ! brabz nya ktwa. adee , i <3 to see the monday couple :)

ep 25 n ep 26 pun sa sukaa ~ hehe. ep 25 ada Park Bo Young. 


sma mcm saa. gyla running man pas tuw mnat sma monday couple sgtsgt ! haha.

klaw dornk btl2 date kn bgz ~ sy yg bhagiaa ~ XD

em , esok pagi2 pas mndi tulis fanfic kjap then bwt hw bru smbg running man. hihi.

22hb PMR result kn ? hrp2 adq sa dpt kptusan bgz. ehem2 , mari p kay2 ? wkwk. ><'

lovelovelove. apala kw sgt ? aku nda brp maw taw psl kw taw. -____________________-

i dont know why. but these days , my heart seems to beat a little bit faster than usual. something bad ? huh.

bru aku taw c jong kook ney. pns baran ! haha. tp xpa. ttp hnsem ! ada six pack worhh ~ ><'

woohoo [bwt gya jong kook , gary n haha] semat ney. hee. COOL !

SEUM DWA ~!

design BLOG

; hey ! im done renovating my blog ! cantek sudaa knn. hehe. credits to SERA and also NANA. em , oke larh kn gney ? aku nataw bha edit html. hkhk. biarlaa ney. ckup cantek sudaaa. ;p

dri jm 11 spi jm 3 lbh aku bwt ney. haha. skrg pun masi lg cuma cket2 sak larh. haha. bak kata

biar lmbt asalkan slmt. XD

IF

; if i were in Jihyo's place , i would be so happy :))

dri c Ijot larh ney. dya pggl sa blank Jihyo. sa pggl dya Yooruce Willis aka Yoo Jae Suk. haha. i would <3 to find my Kang Gary soon ! -.-

makin lma sa sgle , makin kiliq jd nya.  eiss , i fell in <3 with fiction. how can ? it's not supposed to be. sbb , jelez saa. bukan sa dpt bckp pun sma c jong kook ataw gary ! haha. kiliq karh ? ><'

ui2 ! ari ney dady bwa keyboard jho dri skulnya. d tapau. wkwk. bole sa bljr keyboard. dpt suda cket tuw River Flows In You. sa sgtsgt suka ney lagu ! haha.

hm , makin rmi plak bkapel skrg ? best meh ? -.- mcm urank nda prnh bkpel sak aku ney. aha.

homeworks yg nda abz2 ! ee !

adee , kdt ku tmt tmpoh laek. kna sms lg. xdpt d blz. haha. soryy arr. hee. kmu bha wrong tyming m'smz. hkhk.

im addicted to this song ! because i love u - hyorin. :))

an early morning ~

; em , tpt2 jm1 skrg ney. 1pg. haha. x bole tdr. suda tdr td ptg. kna mrh mumy laek tuw. adee. ><'

sa lum laek bwt pa2 hw ney. adee matila jgk. haha. ada jgk bha cket. tp , TERgantung. haha. sa cbuk tgk running man sja. hehe. best2. im beginning to fell more in <3 with Kim Jong Kook. KOOK-ie <3 ~ haha. the COMMANDER bha tuw. hehe.

monday couple pun sa sukaa sgt ! mcm aku yg brada d tpt c jihyo. e2 la tuw. hehe. sa bhagiaaaa. haha.

hm , life is just so hard to go through larh. everyday i feel like giving up but the more i think of it , it's useless and reckless too.

that time of suffer teaches me a lot u know. a lot of things i didnt c at first. haha.

can i keep a promise ? never ever love a person so much that it hurts u in the end. haha.
sy CYNTHA sma the COMMANDER sja skrg. :))

now i felt like being used. haha. -.-

enough larh. whatsoever. it doesnt even matter now. :)

but that one person. plg baek larh tuw. ><' aku sak jhat time tuw. hoho. let me turn back time ~ XD

nyte :)

KIM JONG KOOK ~

; jong kook oppa ! i really fell in <3 with u ! hkhk ~ sa admire kw sgtsgt. hehe. klaw kmu ckp dya tua , yes dya mmg tua. so ? x bole kh sa mnt ? d 30s bha dya. oke bha tuw. hehe. sa suka npk dya dlm running man. cool ~ the COMMANDER bha blg. hrpn plak tuw. plg d geruni. bjak laek tuw. hek3. tp skadar mnat g2 jak. [pdhal brabz suda] haha. xlarh. c dongho jrg mncul bha dlm variety show. c jong kook teap mggu sa npk dlm running man. tuw larh. >< tp , sa msh suka DONGHO oke. haha.

hp makin d biarkan. huu. xda ornk maw sms sa kcean. smpi kdt tkumpul. taw kh brpa suda kdt sa kmpul ? kira lmayan owh. haha. maw taw brp ? xpyhla. t kmu mta. wkwk. sa xtaw sepa maw d sms suda. LOL. biarla. biasakan dri oke. t d asrma lg larh xda ornk maw sms tuw. hkhk ~

i wonder how's my life gonna be ar. huh. i feel lonely skrg. disadvantage of being single. ><

Hmd Zd Mschlc Communication & Media Studies, itu kira macam cabang utk jadi journalist but tidak semestinya jadi journalist, boleh jadi editor or etc. kira luas juga la bilang orang bidang ne~

about an hour ago · 

salah 1 komen fren d fb. coz dya blg chemical engineering doesnt have many demands bha. x byk pluang pkerjaan. susa maw dpt krja. dya suru try electrical but i dont minat bha. -.- accountant plak mmg bole , tp byk suda yg maw jd acc. tkt xda pluang pkerjaan. then he suru try arts. but im not very good with drawings. then dya blg masscom. e2 la tuw yg d ats tuw. hehe. bole jgk kn ? i mean , i like writing. sa da 1 karya suda. tggl d kac bgus grammar , buang tuw korea sja. wkwk. yg UKISS FANFIC tuw. hehe. bkn maw mta puji , juz maw share. dpt smbtn hangat bha tuw. ada yg nangs lg bca tuw bnda. ada suru publish bwt bku laek. byk pmnt tuw cta. n now im on my way on writing another one. hehe. hope get smbutan jgk larh. LOL. emm , tp kurg. coz sa bg ornk kurg bca. sa tkt dornk t'tggu bp mgkn sa x dpt kac ceap bulan ney. busy bha. haha.

hmm , pa laek maw ckp ney ? hehe. xtaw larh sy. 

daa . nyte.

running man ;p

; ey , byknya lagi hw aku lum bwt genk. adee , smpt kh ney ceap ar. aduy. risau. -.- tuw larhhh. pmls sgt knn. haha. uik , smpi kh jgk surt kputusan ku ney ? suma urank suda dpt ney. np aku lum ? adede. eh , namaw bha aku pndh klz thn dpn. haizzz. xmaw ! sy xmaw tukar cgu. eish ,byk btl krisauan mu vyen. ><

sa obses sma running man suda ! haha. maw tgk lagi. hehe. lucu worhh. adee , i < 3 kim jong kook ! hkhk ~ hnsem bhaa. cool laek. haha. bijak laek tuw. hehe. THE COMMANDER bha blg. hek3.

uik , happy owh sa tgk monday couple sja. Kang Gary and Song Jihyo. swt bha durank ~ walaupun nda btl2 couple and hnya dlm running man tuw sja , sa hrp durank bcyntha btl2. hehe. swt !



em , ndada kdt lg. -.- balik2 g2. mmg aku rncg namaw isi kdt. tp td cgu noy sms la plak. adede. =.='' x dpt la dbls. hkhk ~ sory cgu. hoho.

eh aku smakn kuat mkn ! ow tdak ~ -.-

; aha. tuk certain ornk tuw. mls sa rep sms kw genk.

hm , aku rsa aku btl2 suda jtuh cyntha sma KIM JONG KOOK. hehe. aku suka tgk dya ! cool ! hrpn. athletic. bijak. kiliq2. hee ~ <3 u ><

c BERY suka my bestfren tuw sa rsa. hehe. gud2. bpndah larh anda kpd ornk len. teda guna kw suka sa. sa ney cm tea taw suda cmna maw suka ornk. [reality] haha.

again , i fell in love with fiction and not reality. bila larh ada ornk bole bwt sa suka dya ney ??
adede , kmu bha. -.-

i think i like u ;p

; adee , pnsnya aku ma sturank ney. okay. aku sms kw bp kw sms aku 2 kali n aku xda rep. coz tmt tmpoh kdt ku. then td , aku sms larh kn ? adede. kw taw kh aku brabz mgelak supya prents ku nda npk aku bsms. coz t aku d'aim ada bf lg. adoyaii. trus , kw ? kencang worh. mcm kw bf aku. wey , sepa nda pnz genk sma prngai mu. bru tuw , bukan kw ada gf karh ? adeyy. tlunglaaaa. -_________-

trus aku pun bcat. x suda aku rep sms mu. tuw la kw ! ;p

haizz , prince charming where are u ? ><

uik2 , ada ka iney yg dnamakan cyntha ? haha. jwank sai ney. ndala. aku jtuh cyntha sma jong kook. adee. bgaimana bisa ? walaupun dya tua [oke] haha. cool bha. ada personaliti yg menarik hati. law aku tgk dya dlm variety show , jelez aku law dya sma ppuan len. sah iney adala cyntha ! wkwk. tlunglaa. ><

eh , bgz tuw. bhagianya sa npk dya jak. hehe.
dongho ? sntiasa dlm hati ! mwahaha. ;pp

i think i like u ;p

prince charming

aish , my PRINCE CHARMING. pls larh dtg dgn cpt !

- Why is it that we constantly chase after the people who will never love us and constantly push away the ones who always will ? -


aku tggu thn dpn sak larh. law ada yg aku bmnat dan mnat aku. law nda , gney trus la ney ! nda sukaa. ><'


aku jgk yg lggar jnji ku namaw bkpel dlu kunun. skrg tpksa blnja ornk kfc. wkwk. 


xpaa. i'll just wait. single is happy maa :))

saya benci itu huruf . hoho

; honestly , ada 1 huruf ney aku benci sgt2. haha. guess what ? namaw la aku kac taw. byk spy ney. XD

knp aku benci ? coz e2 huruf kac kcewa sy 2 kali sudaaa. fade up. haha.

sy x kn cari ornk mcm e2 hruf lagi. ;p

jeraaa worhh. -____-

eish , aku maw p kay2 bhaa. jln2. bestnyaa tuw. p shopping laek. adee , cney borink bhaa. cm pa sak aku d rumah. mkn , on9  , tgk tv. nsb excercise ada gak. mnari. hehe. cm besala. aku kn suka mnari.

just finished learning Kara-Step sma Snsd - The Boys ney. maw bljr trian pa laek ar ? apa yg best ? t larh aku cari. haha.

em , em. dear boys. jan tlmpu trus trang n direct oke.

sy rsaa RENDAH DIRI sgt. huhu.

emm , sy sakit mataa ney. -______-