confused much

omaigad. hm. so i didn't go for matrix. and i REGRETTED IT. REALLY ! it was a waste though. most of my friends are there.

so well i got the upu. diploma accountacy at uitm kk. 3 years ! aduy. and i really want the acca. it's my dream.

sa rasa mcm mau nangis ja lagi. kalau sa kaya kan sa nda pikir pjg pjg baa TT

uitm is ipta. murah cket. cket ja mau byr. but course nya tuw ba. dip ja. lma lg tuw.

kptm plak ipts. mahal gila ! but course dia yg sa plg mau. cat-acca. it's a professional program for accountancy.

sa bpkir juga. bgus sa ambl acca lepas diploma. tp lmaaaa sgt TT

sa masih hdup mnta duit sama parents lg. tuw la sa rasa bsalah. dorg juga tanggung sa mau bljr p mna. dorg smua. sa kesian ba sma dorg. aduy kalau la sa kaya ! duit nda menjadi masalah ba TT

saya perlukan seorang penasihat.

sambung study !

okay. here's what happened lately. sy mmg rncg maw kena bwa pg KML. tp skrg sy yg 2 hati skrg. eh salah. 3 hati =='' why ? first sy maw upu. and then ada progrm professional tuw at kptm lg. so bgney.

KML

cney banyak kawan. but byk urusan lagi sy maw urus ney. sana sekejap ja. then smbung degree. tp xbole kerja terus. peraturan ketat. x sesuai bg sa. aiseh. konon. haha. trus sa takut orentasi dia TT and cney struggle.

KPTM

ipts. mahal. but i can get a loan. or if im lucky , biasiswa kerajaan sabah. but that loan can turn into scholarship if i maintain a good cgpa. and sana sa apply professional ! ><' sioknya lau dpt. eis. struggle la.

UPU

i applied smua uitm. if i'm lucky , i'll get my first choice. diploma perakaunan. tp lmbat ! 21 mei. eis. trus sa xpyh struggle sgt lau sanaa.

so , which is the best choice ? can please give me opinion ?

i miss you

today is the first day of May. hey May ! please be nice to me ><' someone made my day today. boboy tweeted yesterday and i asked him where his 'friend' is. you know who. and i said "kirim salam" he said "kirim salam balik bilang :)" and i'm damn happy ! i smiled. it really made my day :D i tweeted with him using boboy's acc but only a while. i really miss you ! :(

i want to see you so badly. it's been 5 months since we haven't met each other. and i still have feelings for you. sorry. i know i can't. yet our feelings are just too complicated i can't even explain to people :/

i think i miss you too much even though you're never mine